What if you trusted that you will figure it out?
Instead of worrying that you won't?
Instead of trying to leapfrog into the future to create certainty and control, you paid attention to the 'right now', the 'here', the 'present'?
What if you dropped into it?
Immersed in it?
Senses woken up, aware.
Instead of trying to fast forward through it, just sit with it.
And, remind yourself, "Self, you will figure it out."
Then, like untying a knot, take it one step at a time.